Every goddamn time I see her

I don't care what she belongs to or how important her responsibilities are in her life-  I just want to fuck the shit out of her.  Its terrible to be alone even when your with someone, but its worse when you love two people so much you want to molest them both for no true reason.  I feel human.  I wouldn't kill for a chance, but I will hold onto that feeling of someday crawling up to her and offering a measly flirtatious statement and getting away with it.  Then their are the worthless vermin that scatter beneath her.  I'm not scared.  I don't care.  I know they're worthless, I know they're mindless, and completely self-destructive.  So she and the man she loves will never know how much I want to destroy and love them both.  The greatest thing about it?  I'll never know why and it might feel good if it ever happens.